A Month Ago..

A month ago,
I wrote "I don't have the guts to say the 3 words" on my facebook status.

A month ago,
you said "Yes" to my question.

A month ago,
You make me speechless and make me wanna cry, as i'm so happy when i heard the answer.

A month ago,
You said, "We're so dead tomorrow", because of our friends will made fun of us

A month ago,
U're the greatest thing that ever happened in my life.

A month ago,
I've made a promise, that i'll love you forever, no matter what and who u are in the past, all i want is to make you happy and smile with me always.

A month ago,
Will always in my heart, you and me, always.

I LOVE YOU

Yoko Ono, the truth is inside John's heart..

It was a tiring day ever, what John wants to do is bump his head on his pillow and sleep.
Stop thinking about his assignment to be done, prepare for his exam, and his lab report. He's having a good time with Yoko last night, night that he wish that will never ends.
He woke up that evening, and found out that his phone battery is totally flat. So he charge his phone and Kak Long ask John to follow her to pasar ramadhan and mak tok's house.

John came back and looked at his phone, 25 or more missed call from Yoko Ono and SMSes from her.. "Yes, i'm dead again" John said to himself. He was hoping that Yoko will understand him, he hates excuses, but he have to tell the truth..
For the second time he did this to her, and he knows that apologize is not everything. no words can't be use at this moment. He remembered the first time he didn't reply and answer her call, Yoko was totally mad at him. He tried everything to beg her forgiveness, and finally.
Imagine what will happened this.

Yes, John was afraid to replied, and he tried to apologize.. and he knows that Yoko will never forgive him this time..
He'll feel so sad, very sad.. and don't know what to do, and was hoping that she'll forgive him...
John loves you Yoko.

When The Rain Falls..

It was raining yesterday night.
John and Yoko were at Bukit Beruang, Abraar restaurant to be exact.
Yoko asked John, "Wanna play in the rain?". "Yeah? Nanti lah" John replied.
After awhile, Yoko and John walked to John's car in the rain. John was shivering, and Yoko held him close just to warm him up.
John took Yoko in front of his house, where they can be together alone while everybody's sleeping.
John step out of his car, and took Yoko's hands and held her close..
He kissed her forehead in the rain, the sweetest moment that he and Yoko can't never forget..
Holding her tight, he told her how much do he loves her. "I love you so much.." Yoko reply " I love you too.. They started to dance and hug each other as the rain drops is the music. Nobody's there just John and Yoko..
"I love you sgt2, sayang u.." John said and Yoko replied " Me too.. It's my first time.."
and John kiss her forehead again..
John will never get bored or tired to kiss Yoko's forehead. Every time he kiss her forehead, it's a pray from him to her..
John and Yoko wish, that night will never end.. and let the memory always in their heart, permanently.. :)

waktu ramadhan dulu dan sekarang.. bezanya,,

time ramadhan la paling best, minta je apa mesti dapat.
aku start puasa sejak tadika lagi, naik darjah satu aku hairan kenapa kawan2 aku xpuasa.
kata diorang "mak kite kata puasa stgh hari je, rehat makan" sambil makan karipap. xboleh blah.

time sekolah dulu, aku dgn bestfriend aku lah nakal, Ahmad Soleh Yusof and his bros, Zaki, Hidin Fuad! time ni Aie xde lagi.
:D
Main mercun!!! Pergh~!!
Naik bukit blakang rumah aku, cari cicak kobeng mana tah. Ambik bom cina yang merah tuh, sumbat kat mulut cicak tuh, pssssssss.... BOMM!! hahahaha.. terburai cicak tu weyhh..
Fuad dgn Hidin memang terbaik.
Tangkap katak masuk dalam baldi, bakar mercun gasing ngan roket (patah kan lidi dia nanti dia merayau). Kuar2 je katak tu dah macam buta pening2 katak. hahahha..
And aku pernah hampir putus jari men mercun. dem it hidin! dia bakar mercun tu tba2 je dah la kat jari aku lg. fuhhh~!! but now, ktaorang dah besar... zaki, soleh, hidin suma dah besar.. tinggal lah adik diorang aie, mmg xlah nak men ngan adik dia je.. arghhh...

Dulu, mak tok rajin buat kuih.. aku ngan apit kena duk umah mak tok, blaja ngaji ngan tok yah, while mak tok bake cookies.. huhuhu. my favourite dulu, kuih suji, ngan cornflakes.. memang terbaik.. tergoda bila mak tok bake.. malam tu lepas terawikh ktaorang bantai habis2an.. tapi skang mak tok xkuat, nak buat kuih pun xlarat.. aku pun dah besar, jarang benar pergi rumah maktok, bulan puasa je la.. sebab terawikh kat surau umah maktok.. :)

Paling malas bulan puasa, bangun sahurr.................................. memang xlah nak bgn semata2 nak mkn (dulu lah) padahal sunnah nabi.. paling terbaik skali peristiwa xleh lupa.. milo tumpah atas seluar aku.. arghh tuhan je yg tahu.. esok apit seperti biasa membahankan aku "Well Done telur ko kan bang semalam?" dem..
:D

Dulu, waktu kecik best sgt...... Malam raya mana semua cousin balik, ktaorang takbir kat luar hahaha, nyanyi " Esok, hari raya" lagu ktaorang sendiri kecik2 dulu aaa.. nyanyi dgn irfan, izhar, apit, ain, kak long, kak ngah, abang hud.. i miss you guys... irfan x ah.. hahahaha.. :) tp sekarang suma dah lain. aku dah xcam dulu, kalau naiim ada adik.. best boleh kacau diorang. best skali tgk naiim moody pagi raya.. hahahahha...

beza dah dulu ngan skang... :(

Kamu.

Hati xbesar mana untuk mencari keberanian.
Sekali pandang, sejuk hati dan perasaan ingin mengenalinya mendalam.
Jauh dari sudut perbualan kawan2.
Sedikit sebanyak aku mengenalinya.
Tiba waktu itu, aku mahu mengenalinya dgn rapat.
Melalui facebook lah aku rapat dgn kamu.
Biarkan mereka semua berkata apa.
Aku tunduk, tersenyum xmenghiraukan mereka.
Biarkan semuanya indah.
Tatkala itulah aku mencari keberanian untuk mengatakan kata cinta kepada kamu.
Keberanian itu akhirnya terpacul, dan aku hanya menunggu jawapan kamu.
Dan kamu katakan ya, aku terdiam seribu bahasa.
Masa pun berlalu, aku menunggu kamu dengan penuh doa di dada.
Aku jadi yang pertama dalam hidup kamu.
Ku kucup dahimu bersertakan doa agar kamu sentiasa tenang di hati bila aku bersama kamu.
Cincin itu adalah aku dan kamu.
Aku hilang arah tanpa kamu.
Saat kamu bersama aku, adalah saat yang tiada gantinya.
Aku sayang kamu.

how much do i love you..

how much do i love you? question that people ask when they were together.
sayang, i love you more than anything, anything

Every moment i've spent with you and all the memories of us will always be in my heart and mind..
i always wonder, what will happen to me when u're not around..

"Will i be alone?","Will i be sad, when i think of u?", "What's me when u're not around?", "I'm lost without you?"..

Damn, i really2 gonna miss you..

Even u pergi kl for a week pun i dah cam apa tah..
:(

All i want u to know is, i'll love you as long as i live, whatever happen, i'll always love you...
mwah!

oh my.

hey, i'm at kerel's house rite now.
nuthing much to do, saje mahu tdur rumah kerel.
:)
it's been awhile since my last blog, well here i am again..
semalam, 16/08/09 me, my princess and friends pergi jonker, sorry saya lambat!!
T.T
janji pergi pukul 9, but then at 10 gerak.. semua kerana saya yang perlu menemani kak long ke Jaya Jusco dan mengambil maid saya kat rumah busu, sebab ad kenduri and she have to help my busu la.
and we went to jonker, makan sheber? apatah lupa :p
after jonker, maseh xnak balek rumah sebab diorang nak makan kat d'laman, kelebang ka? hahaha saya melaka murtad ni..
the night is still young, so diorang plan baik punya pergi pantai puteri.
main air laut, pasir.
the best of the night, kerel's and his game! uh, first main kejar2, mmg xla saya nak main. sebab saya malas!!
next game, main the killer, "who's the killer?" "i am" hahahaha.
:D
game nyanyi2 seterusnya, dem ianya perlu daya ingatan yang kuat!! aku main jugak, dem kerel kena kan aku sampai kalah!! hahaha. it's a nice one! ;)
then around three, kitaorang balik. mmemang kitaorang nak men game kerel sampai kul 8 pagi!! cam kat rumah apit ritu. hahahaha.
miss that moment, especially with b.. awww...
memang saya balik terus lepas tu, kul 5 baru balik.
mama, ayah call.. i didn't answer, dlm perjalanan balik pikir apa nak beritahu kat ayah and mama..
aha! saya parking kereta kat luar, cakap remote gate xde battery, tdur kat atas...
uish jahatnyer saya, they buy my story..
oh my...

day that i will never forget.

After, 6 days of missing her and waiting for her to come back here, the day finally came, it was Thursday.
Such a beautiful day, i smsed her to know the update. She took a bus with her brother at pudu around 3 30, and arrived at 5 sumthing. I was so happy and excited to see her.
:D
Well, i have two surprises for her..
I bought her a JUNO soundtrack, and i put in her laptop bag that she asked me to look after while she's not around.
"All I Want Is You" is one of the track, and i dedicated to her. It's in my other post..
She asked me thru sms, "u letak cd JUNO dalam beg i ke?", i denied and after awhile i just admit it and hoping that she likes the cd soo much..

That night, i asked her for a date and to have dinner. It's a yes. :) Aww..
We were holding hands.. ;)
Then we had our dinner at Pizza Hut, and i ordered her favourite, which is, Hawaiian Chicken Pizza!
Nyum2, seriously i'm full, but she didn't believe it. :(
Then we went for a movie, "G.I Joe". It was a superb movie full with action and blah3.
:D
I held her close like i never want to let her go till the end of the movie..

The night is still young, and i still have another surprise for her. So i decided to go to Ayer Keroh Mc D. I bought a soft drink, and an ice cream for her.. :D
We talked about my life, her life, her exs.. i dun mind, i'm glad she's shared all the story with me..
:) and here come the best part, i asked her to close her eyes, and i opened a ring case, and ask her to open her eyes. she don't want to at first.. but then, surprise! it's a ring! i took out her other ring and replace it with mine.. I dun mind if she want to keep the 'ring' that she wear before.. i'm hoping that she'll wear the ring that i gave to her forever and always.. and she can't stop smiling and speechless..

And i drive her home, an hang out in my car for awhile, we chat and chat.. thinking about some crazy stuff, "what will happened if..", "what if...", :D i really had fun.
i hug her, kiss her forehead.. and i was so speechless when i .... you.. ( you know it syg)
i wish that night will never end, just me and you, always...

Sayang, i love you so much more than anything.

Love,
SHUJAK.

me favourite..

me favourite is you jak.. ;)

a day with zahin.

what a great day to spend with my cousin.
he's just came back from alexander, egypt.
thks for the treat. :)
hihihi.

satu hari jak lagi.

satu hari jak lagi..
sik lamak..
kmk rndu alu2 ktak..

mbak balit gummy bears ke sik?
hahaha..

thanks ajar kamek swak.
suka sgt.

katok, kamek anok org jak guna swak.
kaka ngan ktak juak.

:p

kamek kaka swak ngan nya.

hi and helo,
yesterday, she taught me sarawak language.
i had fun, excited to learn it.
next language will be melanau!
Aok, can't wait!!
:D

*b, kamek bok blaja swak, b balit nnt kta kaka swak jak, okayh? hahaha... nnt b, leput2 tetak..
kamek syg kitak alu2! mwah!

the biggest loser.

i dun know anything bout you..
but you hurt me a lot when u hurt someone who i love and care about..

honestly, u're not a man, u're more like a sissy (pondan).

treat her well, make her happy. but you don't. u want her to make you happy and treat you well.

fuck you, fucker.

u're the biggest loser, loser!

Thursday.

Holidays.

I've been counting days since last friday, 31st July 2009 and waited for Thursday, 6th August 2009.

I miss her so bad, can't wait to surprise her this coming Thursday. (Wondering will she be surprise or am i the only one who's excited about this surprise) :p

I heard she had a lot of fun with Yan, Kay, Mummy, his brother and cousins. I'm so damn happy for her.. and can't stop smiling Especially when she's with her cousin, Hyazree. :)

I Miss you sayang.
Be mine forever n always..

Mwah!!

hush now, my love.

hush now, sayangg..
i've promised you i'll be by urside always..
and i'll take a good care of you no matter what..
i want to make u happy, n always want to make u smile..
i'm not a perfect man, but i'll try to be as perfect as i can just for you..

hush now, b..
i'm not Shakespeare, nor Romeo,
to write u a beautiful sonnet nor poem,
i'm not so romantic as Romeo,
but sygg,
i want you to know that,
this feeling, the love that i give to you,
can't be describe by words, digit, and what so ever...
only god knows how do i feel and love you..

hush now, my love..
you make me happy,
you make me smile when i'm thinking of you..
you make miss you so much when u're not around..
you give me reason to live..
to love you as i live..
yes, i love you..
i love you sooo much...

"All I Want Is You"

If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and green
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and green
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a river in the mountains tall,
The rumble of your water would be my call.
If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow
Just as long as you were with me, when the cold winds blow.

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod
If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.
If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.
If you were the love, I'd be the desire.
If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,
And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.